Saturday, August 06, 2005

See You in Hell

A place I've never been
I'm dying to meet you here

Come break this skin
I'll let you sink right in
And show you everything
See you in hell
See you in hell

We'll gather around the fire
And I will lead the choir
Sing Farewell
See you in hell

Come break, my spell
Well down the wishing well
We'll find some time to time to kill

I'll be, right there
The buzz inside your head
The whole electric chair
See you in hell

We'll gather round the fire
And I don't need the choir
Sing farewell
See you in hell

One of the many reasons why I love the Foo Fighters. I swear to god that I've worked with women for so long that I've some how acquired a male version of P.M.S. I don't know how. You hear that when a group of women work together long enough that they all get their periods at the same time but what about the guys? Something must rub off on them...right? Besides the fact that allergies can suck out in a desert, I can't really explain it. I am so upset right now that I find it weird. The only thing that I'm not craving is some Ben and Jerry's ice cream and to watch Beaches while wearing my pink, bunny rabbit pajamas.

I'm to the point right now that everyone is on a very thin line. Well not everyone, because if that was the case I would have already burned a shit load of bridges tonight. I will say that I almost deleted someone's phone number because I like to over analyze things. Wow, I'm also noticing that this post isn't really about anything and it's just about me and what I'm feeling. Fuck, the next thing I'm gonna say is, "Today I woke up. I made some eggs. After that I went for a walk. It was a nice walk. After the walk I rammed my head into the wall so many times that I bleed and it made me smile because it made me realize that I'm alive." Ok, well most posts aren't like that, but they should be. Please, please. I know some of you guys are gonna ask me, "What’s wrong?" Please don't because there is no point. It's like asking me in the morning, "Are you in a bad mood?" Heck yes I am. Who actually likes getting up this early to go into a crappy retail job?

My point? There is no point. I thought I'd venture into a realm that I rarely go to. I figured I wouldn't bottle up this anger inside of me...just for one night and one night only. And until that day comes...I'll see you in hell.

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

It's true-- the thing about women getting their periods at the same time. When that happens I always blame the other women: "It is your fault I have to go through this right now. You need to go away more often so that I will not have this problem anymore. Argggh." When men say women are irrational is it during this hormonal time? I try to be pretty sane but there are times when things just get out of control.

I think something must effect the guys too. You all seem to get into these "moods" around the same time (The same time as the women, and often the same time as the men). It must be something in the air I guess. Wait. It IS something in the air. That is the scientific explanation...our bodies adjust to each other because we can smell the hormones in the air.

I don't really know "what's wrong", and I won't ask. Sometimes you have to allow yourself to just run with your anger. There's nothing wrong with that. You'll wear out eventually.

Run like the wind, Dan. Run like the wind.

kagroo said...

I'm fine today...so if anyone asks if I'm ok...then this posts vanishes faster then my senior prom date.

Anonymous said...

Well, Christ's teeth. I'm fucking impressed. Never regret anger, Danny-Boy. There's no reason to and it just makes the lot of us weaker.

You (and most everyone else that knows me) know that I feel the most like myself when I'm angry; in a bad mood; etc.

I enjoyed this post (even if it was in a realm that you rarely travel) more than I've enjoyed a lot of your previous ones, and that's saying something.

Be angry, my good buddy. Enjoy it. And look at it for what it is: a powerful emotion - which has never done any of the Greats much harm.

Yours in Whiskey,
Nate

kagroo said...

I feel like I'm being manipulated by a certain Senator....hmmmm...but I am thinking about giving in.

christine said...

i don't understand the 'almost erased somebody's number tonight.'

erase it. if they're worth anything, they'll call you and then you'll have the number again. if not, you're better off without them and their number. delete away. burn bridges!

kagroo said...

I'm so impressed on how instead of people trying to put out the fire...they are throwing gas on it. Which I love, since I'm cold and need to stay warm.

kagroo said...

I do say that it's a lot easier to write when one is pissed off or angry. As you can tell...I write a lot.

qhunt said...

Show me someone who says they don't get mad, and I will show you a liar. It is the way you deal with the anger that seperates you from a complete psycho. You write, you tell people.... you don't punch people in face, or cuss them out, or shoot up your place of employment. Anger, Hate, Discust, is everywhere. How you manifest those feelings are what makes you Dan, and not Jeffery Dommer

kagroo said...

hate leads to anger, anger leads to suffering, suffering leads to the corner bar.

I get mad at times but this angery is lurking and it's not going away. That's why i'm finding it so odd. Maybe this could be the start of a really hillarious outcome staring Ashton Fuckface.

Anonymous said...

Living easy, lovin' free
Season ticket on a one-way ride
Asking nothing, leave me be
Taking everything in my stride
Don't need reason, don't need rhyme
Ain't nothing I would rather do
Going down, party time
My friends are gonna be there too

I'm on the highway to hell

No stop signs, speed limit
Nobody's gonna slow me down
Like a wheel, gonna spin it
Nobody's gonna mess me round
Hey Satan, payed my dues
Playing in a rocking band
Hey Momma, look at me
I'm on my way to the promised land

I'm on the highway to hell
(Don't stop me)

And I'm going down, all the way down
I'm on the highway to hell

And thats what you should do on your way there :-) By the way, my bunny pajamas are pink with white bunnies that say "I'm not lisening" on them. Perfect for that time of the month!

kagroo said...

Though I never want to permently live there...Hell would be a fun place to visit. KADUCE!!!

qhunt said...

boodykow!!!